As you all know, I have had four melanomas and a SNB, all clear and still stage 1. I was a pretty balanced person before this, no pills or alchohol or really anything. All my friends used to joke that I was "naturally high." Since my last melanoma over a year ago, things have started to change. Not only I am on Cymbalta, at a high dose, but I am now drinking like a fish. I am also using food as an addiction. What happen to the balance! Has anyone else gone through anything similar?