I am nervous to post this, stage ones are not supposed to take up board space with stupid worries (was anon for this reason and also because I did not want to bring family along for this latest scare) -but here goes.
The ENT specialist felt in my mouth, decided not to biopsy and wrote a prescription for pantaloc. He is very confident the lump is normal, I have to trust him on this. For my peace of mind he agreed to look at it again in three months or if my swallowing problems get worse. In the mean time, I had a physical Monday - have unexplained pain and bleeding -so now I'm waiting for a pelvic ultrasound. Thankfully I'm getting better at taking this one step at a time and am not imagining this latest problem is mel, (and unless mel is ever confirmed, I will not mention it again here again). Thank you to those of you who helped me through this. I am very sorry for being so thoughtless, I really am out living my life.. just keep the dark bits for here, linda