Yesterday, I lost my soulmate, Juan, and my son lost his Papa. After 4 years fighting this awful disease, he reached the end of the line.
The pain is raw and recovering from both losing him after 30 years of marriage and the toll of being a caregiver for such a long period will not be easy. But it was my pleasure to care for him over these years through multiple surgeries, radiation, chemotherapy, immunotherapy and TIL. If I made it a little less painful and easier for him to cope with in any small way then my job was done.
I would like to thank everyone for the advice and encouragement. I see so much hope for the future with new treatments and progress every day, just too late for us.
good luck and god bless