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The MPIP is the oldest and largest community of people affected by melanoma hosted through the Melanoma Research Foundation. It is designed to provide support and information to caregivers, patients, family and friends. Once you have been touched by melanoma—either as a patient or as a family member or friend of a patient—you become part of a community. It is not a community anyone joins willingly. But if you must be part of this group, you will find no better place to find the tools you need in your journey with this cancer, and the friends who can make that journey more bearable.

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j.m.l.'s picture
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Last reply 1/5/2012 - 11:21pm

Need help..suffering from headaches and major blurry vision. This is after 3 rounds of IPI and now on Dacarbazone.. Going back and forth. Taking steroids help the matter but I have been on roids for 3 months. Not good. When I lower the roids, symptoms get worse. Eye dr. says I have inc. eye pressure (taking drops). Onc. doesnt know, neurol doesnt know.

what do I do if they dont know. Any thoughts. Please!!!

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Anonymous's picture
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Last reply 12/23/2011 - 6:03pm
Replies by: Julie in SoCal

Hi Julie,

Hope things are going well for you. Are you back in the states?

I have read your posts that Dr. O'day is your doctor. Have you been in contact with him??? I am a former patient and would like to hook up with him now that he left Angeles Clinic.

Please post any information you might have on his new practice.



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Last reply 12/31/2011 - 12:34pm

My husband had a craniotomy on Nov. 30 and gamma knife yesterday. We were hoping to take our children to Disneyworld mid-January. We're not sure how much time he has and want to squeeze in as many memories as possible. We were excited until yesterday when the Dr said no driving for 6 more weeks. He will have weaned off seizure meds the week before we're planning on going. He's never had a seizure, but the Dr. Is concerned about seizures. I will be driving the entire 16 hours...not worth risking it, but I'm wondering if anyone else has traveled this soon after surgery? The nurse looked at me like i was crazy when I mentioned it. His cancer is still progressing and besides being a little tired is doing ok for now. How do we balance the risks versus not wasting the time we have?

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Last reply 1/11/2012 - 8:39pm

All signs point to leptomeningeal disease for me.  Bad head aches, back pain, problems with hearining and vision.  Trying to stay positive though.  If there are any patients out there with LMD I'd love to hear from you.  I am about 1 week into Zelboraf.  So far  no major issues.  I am stage 4 with 2 mets removed via craniotomy and one via Novalia.  So far no body mets.  


While I am somewhat new to the board (I visited in 2008) - I am looking to bring hope to other patients and wish to find hope and strength through you.  While I am not a church going kind of guy, I am very spiritual and will be sending thoughts and prayers to all of you and your families who are suffereing in this holiday season.   


Peace, David

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” ― Albert Einstein

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Last reply 12/30/2011 - 8:30am

Had a great trip to Colorado. Aug into Dec. Was there for the birth of our 15th grandchild and the birth of our first great grandchild! Met three very nice ladies I had been in contact with through the cancer site. Jeannae, who is helping her friend Rosebuddy in her battle with uveal/liver melanoma and Cynthia who though NED at stage III for over ten years, returns to give hope to new people that, indeed, there is life, joy and hope after reaching stage III. Had a great Visit with a nice lady (Eileen) that was in my high school graduating class (First face to face contact since 1962!.  Hope to be on more again now.

I'm me, not a statistic. Praying to not be one for years yet.

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Last reply 12/27/2011 - 2:58pm

Hi there.

I'm just curious if any of you that have taken Yervoy have seen your hair color change to white. I've read the articles about people who's hair turns white after Yervoy and how they are long time responders to the drug. Here's one of the articles:

I had my last dose of Yervoy on November 8th. Today I was getting ready, and noticed a bunch of white hairs in my eyebrows. I'm 30 years old. I should not have white eyebrows. I look at my eyebrows every morning when I'm doing my makeup and I've never noticed these before. It's like all of a sudden, a bunch of hairs just turned white. They aren't grey, they are white. The above article said that people who have their hair turn white see it start in their eyebrows.

Hmm..I'm wondering what to think of this. My first CT still showed growth in my adrenal tumor. We scan again at the end of January. Is it possible that this could be a sign that the Yervoy is kicking in?? Could something else be causing my eyebrows to turn white?

Just wondered if others have experienced this? I'm trying not to let myself get excited and think these white hairs mean I'm going to be a responder. But, it sure has me wondering what that next scan is going to show!!


Be kind, for everyone is fighting a great battle. -Plato

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Last reply 12/24/2011 - 1:07pm

Could someone please "improve" the word verifications on this board. This is crazy, I have tried a dozen times-does not work.

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Last reply 12/23/2011 - 3:19am

In our journey with melanoma, one thing I've come to expect is the unexpected.  Maybe this belongs on the off-topic forum, but I'll take a chance here.

With the news of my husband's clear scans this month, we were ready for a joyous holiday season.  Then came the unexpected.  On Monday, our Golden Retriever was diagnosed with.....yes, melanoma.  This came as a real shock, made more painful with the veterinarian telling us how terrible melanoma is.  I would have given the world to shield my husband from those words. It is inoperable, and the vet gave her 3 months.  She's not currently in pain, and we'll spoil her during the time we have together.

Who knew that dogs could get melanoma?  I look for reasons and lessons in everything.  The only light I can see here is that perhaps, since it is a concern to the veterinary community also,  a brilliant scientist in that field will unlock another clue that will result in the miracle we all hope for.  Could "man's best friend" prove to be just that?  It may sound far-fetched, given our radically different genetic makeup, but stranger things have happened. 

My Christmas wishes are for amazing breakthroughs in the coming year.  The gift this disease has given many of us is a clearer understanding and appreciation of life's true treasures. I would wager that many of you have the same thing on the top of your list too.

Happy Hanukkah to those celebrating your third special night.   Merry Christmas to everyone who is still trying to get cookies baked and stockings hung.  I hope that if the holiday's have you feeling down, that an unexpected sparkle will lift your spirits.



Become what you admire.

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Last reply 12/28/2011 - 2:37pm

I've been reading a lot of the posts about people taking Ipi. It is so encouraging to read how many people are doing so well during and after treatment. There doesn't seem to be any way of knowing how you will react.
I had my first treatment Dec. 6 ( my husbands birthday!) and will have my second on Dec.29(my daughters 25 birthday).
I have been dealing with Mel since 2006. It started on my nose. Three years later it came back in the same spot. I did a year of Leukin after 6 weeks of radiation. This year, Aug 22 I had surgery on my right lung to remove 3 spots, only 2 were Mel. Oct 14, I had surgery on my left lung to remove one spot. I thought everything was gone until my last PET scan showed a new spot behind my knee. I had not ever thought that I wouldn't beat this until that moment. It all became very real and it took me me a week to get my positive thinking back. This is all so very hard!

I prayer for everyone on this forum to have a happy holiday and may they find a cure for all of us soon!


"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13

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Last reply 12/27/2011 - 12:41pm
Replies by: boot2aboot, Anonymous, JerryfromFauq, Cynthia C


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A problem for rationalists?

From time to time we read reports of people who have recovered from serious or normally fatal illnesses thanks to what appears to be miraculous intervention. Sometimes this is ascribed to healing, sometimes to prayer, but there is always the implication that something paranormal has occurred, which is often attributed to divine origin. A recent example reported in the British Medical Journalwill serve as an example of the kind of thing I have in mind (Westcott R, 2002).

Dr Westcott is a GP who describes himself as an atheist doctor and wants to know how he should respond to what happened to one of his patients. This was Jim, a non-religious man suffering from asbestosis which he had acquired as a result of his work as a submarine engineer. Then he was diagnosed with a mesothelioma of the chest wall.

This is a well-known complication of asbestosis, and is a malignant tumour which is regarded as invariably fatal. Radiotherapy had little effect and Jim was becoming weaker. His wife decided that they should go for a Mediterranean holiday, and they picked the Greek island of Kefallinia. While there they visited a monastery. An old nun singled Jim out and and asked him what his illness was. She took him to a priest, who performed some kind of prayer or ritual involving some holy relics. Immediately after this Jim felt stronger, and his recovery continued. The tumour is now no longer apparent and Jim appears to be in remission, though Dr Westcott is still concerned that he may relapse later.

Skeptics who are confronted with cases of this kind generally take refuge in two kinds of objection: either the original diagnosis was wrong or the cure was due to the conventional treatment the patient had received previously. Neither of these seems likely to apply in the present case, nor in a number of others. So does this mean that we must accept that divine intervention, or at least paranormal healing, is a reality? Do miracles really occur? Cases like that reported by Dr Westcott certainly provide food for thought, but before accepting them as proof positive of the miraculous, I think we need to look a little more closely at what they actually tell us.

I find it interesting that the majority of claims for miraculous cures concern recovery from cancer. These are certainly highly impressive and dramatic and to many people seem to provide incontrovertible evidence for a miracle. But how often does cancer remit spontaneously outwith a religious context?

Do spontaneous cancer cures occur?

I carried out a search via Medline for reports of spontaneous remissions of cancer (that is, remissions occurring without treatment or with inadequate treatment). This produced some twenty-odd papers on the subject; there are doubtless many more to be found. Among the cancers reported to have remitted spontaneously are:

  1. adult T-cell leukaemia/lymphoma (Takezako et al., 2000)
  2. adult T-cell leukaemia (Murakawa M et al., 1990)
  3. oesophageal leiomyosarcoma (Takemura et al., 1999)
  4. lung cancer following myxoedematous coma (Hercbergs, 1999)
  5. hepatocellular carcinoma (2 cases; Magalotti et al., 1998)
  6. non-small-cell lung cancer (Kappauf et al., 1997)
  7. lung metastases from primary uterine cancer (Mastall H, 1997)
  8. liver cancer (Van Halteren HK et al., 1997)
  9. pleural and intrapulmonary metastases from renal carcinoma (Lokich J, 1997)
  10. squamous cell lung cancer (Schmidt W., 1995)
  11. bladder cancer (Hellstrom PA et al., 1992)
  12. intrahepatic, peritoneal and splenic metastases after hepatectomy for hepatocellular carcinoma (Terasaki et al., 2000)
  13. disappearance of lung metastases from hepatocellular carcinoma (Toyoda et al., 1999)
  14. large-cell and polymorphic lung cancer with extensive metastatic disease (Kappauf H. et al., 1997)
  15. metastatic malignant melanoma (Hurwitz PJ. 1991); several similar cases cited in the literature

As this undoubtedly incomplete list indicates, spontaneous remission of cancer, though very rare, does occur and is well authenticated outside a religious context. This will probably come as a surprise to many people, including some doctors. How do such events come about?

Mechanisms of cure

A number of papers discuss possible mechanisms by which spontaneous remission of cancer might occur. The most popular suggestion is some form of immunological reaction, though this is still unproven (Lokich J, 1997; Heim ME, Kobele C, 1995). There seems to be a connection between fever and remission of cancer (Murakawa M et al., 1990); fever in childhood or adulthood may protect against the later onset of cancer and spontaneous remissions are often preceded by feverish infections (Kleef R et al., 2001). The case of remission following myxoedema coma (Hercbergs A, 1999) suggests that hypothyroidism may trigger apoptosis (cell death) in tumours. Yet another idea is that DNA methylation, which is involved in cell differentiation, may play a part (Sugimura T, Ushijama T, 2000). And there is a long-standing impression that psychological states influence the functioning of the immune system.

In summary, then, while the mechanisms of spontaneous remission are by no means fully understood, there are plausible suggestions to explain the phenomenon.

Conclusion: limits to the miraculous?

What emerges from the cases I have cited is that if we divide diseases into those that may, no matter how rarely, recover spontaneously and those that do not, we must place cancer in the "may recover" category. This means that cancer cures, no matter how gratifying to patients who experience them and to their relatives, are not necessarily miraculous. They lie within the boundaries of the natural world.

What, then, would count as a genuine miracle, an event that could not be accommodated within the realm of the natural? It is of course difficult to set limits on what can occur naturally, but I think an example of something which, if it happened, would certainly have to be taken as miraculous would be regrowth of an amputated finger or limb.

If this seems a lot to ask, how about something seemingly simpler? An optic nerve damaged by glaucoma never recovers its function in the ordinary course of events; sight lost through glaucoma is lost for good. If sight were restored in a reliably diagnosed glaucomatous eye, that would certainly count as a miracle in my opinion. To my knowledge, however, no such case has been reported. These are just two examples out of many; what we need for a "genuine" miracle is recovery from some accident or illness in which no spontaneous cure has ever been shown to occur. But cancer doesn't fit the bill.

I therefore think that, although there are well-attested instances of spontaneous recovery from cancer within a religious or paranormal context, this is not convincing evidence for divine intervention. The fact that a patient recovers after having been prayed for does not prove that the prayer was responsible for the recovery.

Alternative explanations

  1. It could be coincidence. We do not know how many patients suffering from cancer are prayed for but the proportion is probably considerable. We do not normally hear about those for whom the prayers are not answered. If very many patients are prayed for, it is possible that among these there will by chance be some who recover spontaneously but who would have done so even if they had not been prayed for.


  2. If as seems likely the immune system is involved in spontaneous remissions of cancer, the known influence of the nervous system on the immune system could explain why the patient's beliefs and emotional state might on occasion bring about a remission. The fact that a patient had no conscious expectation of cure (as in the case reported by Dr Westcott) does not negate a possible influence of this kind.


  3. A believer in miracles could argue that even apparently spontaneous remissions are really miraculous. Perhaps God works his miracles through "normal" physiological pathways rather than by suspending the ordinary laws of physiology, and perhaps he refrains from curing glaucoma and regenerating amputated limbs in order to keep us guessing, or because he does not want to force our belief. This is logically possible but unverifiable and so can be neglected in a scientific context.


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Last reply 12/23/2011 - 9:14am
Replies by: Woodlands, MariaH

Does anyone know about this drug? My husband has been on Zelboraf for 2 months. His scans showed mixed results..2 tumors gone, a few stable, and 2 new ones. His doctor wants to wait and rescan in two months. We'd like to be more proactive. We've talked to Vandrbilt, hoping for a PD-1 trial. They've offered a possibility of an E7080 trial. I've never heard of this drug. I did a little research, but there's not much there. Is anyone on this trial, any ideas on whether or not it works? Thanks for any thoughts or ideas.

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Last reply 12/22/2011 - 1:29pm
Replies by: washoegal, akls

Happy Holidays All-

Just wondering if anyone out there has ever experienced having a CT Scan come back and show a "spot" on the liver that ended up being nothing. I had Chest/Neck CT Scan in Nov which was clear. MRI of brain...clear. CT Scan of abdomen came back with this "spot" which was 1.5cm. My oncologist felt confident it is nothing (hemangatoma or some type of blood build up) but given the evasiveness of melanoma he wants to be sure. I had MRI yesterday as he felt this was least invasive test to determine. I'm nervous as hell....I was diagnosed in April and it has been a roller coaster to say the least.I make my side hurt just thinking about it!!!  Many of you have been a wealth of information and support.

Let's work for better treatments....for a cure!!!!

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Last reply 1/9/2012 - 2:54pm

I had a mole in my top ridge of my ear that was starting to change. I went to the derematologist to have it looked at and removed. Two weeks later 10/20/2011 I got a call confirming my fears it was melanoma. I was set up with a doctor at the Windship Cancer institue in Atlanta to have a the WLE and SLN. Well 11/20/2011 I got the news that they had found microscopic meleanoma in the SLN. The depth of the tumor on my ears depth was less then .95 and the oncologist said he didnt expect it to have spread but they wanted to check to be sure. I'm glad they did but know I'm scarred as Hell I have to small children ages 4 and 9 and I'm only 33. I had just started I new career in Atlanta last october moving from Knoxville and bought a new house and looking foward to the future and all of the sudden bam I was hit with the reality of the future being shorter then I had expected. So, now im left waiting for the medical oncologist to call. So, we can talk about the options after the remove all the lymph nodes in that area.

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Last reply 12/27/2011 - 11:25pm

Hey everyone, well I did my fourth and final dose of ipilimumab yesterday. All went well. Unfortunately this whole time while on the drug, I didn't seem to experience a single side effect, I say unfortunately because from what I understand, side effects are a good sign it may work. And I had nothing, so a part of me is a bit disappointed and worried. But who knows, I guess anything thing is possible. I should be thankful that overall I still feel pretty good. I've had a lingering itchy throat cough which signs point to a post nasal drip issue. But other than that I'm doing good. Still working and living close to as normal as I ever have. I'm going to enjoy the holiday and welcome the new year, do my best to make it through the "waiting period" until I have my scans in a couple weeks. I'll let you all know how it goes.  (fingers crossed).

I hope you're all having an enjoyable holiday season.

Talk to you soon.

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Last reply 12/26/2011 - 2:48am

I needed to let everyone know how my second set of scans went while on some of you know, i have had major side effects while on dosage was reduced way under what was recommended...i also had to go off the drug 3 the last two months...and while only taking 3 pills total a day i still have shrinkage and no new tumors...not as dramatic as when i was on the full dose, but no new growths and shrinkage...i have to compare numbers to give you percentages and won't get to talk with doc one on one until next week...i am not bragging about this, i just need to let people know how this drug is far- especially for people like myself who have a hard time tolerating the drug and find themselves also on reduced dosages...

i am on low dose steroids to handle the side effects (fever, nodusms, arthralgia, neuropathy, nausia, rashes)...i have to say i have never freaked out so much over scans before...many of you ,  i know are fighting bitter battles...we lost sooo many people...i still cry about Val, but for those of you winning the fight...keep on fighting and winning and those of you who are struggling...i say a prayer and pray we will have effective drugs this coming year...hang in there...


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